Awakening

Ushma's Memoir :  Being an Outcast  It is my journey of coming of age; it’s a saga of being an o utcast and yet creating a niche  in a land I now call my home.  It’s my story of growing up defunct , battling abuse and  defeating depression . I had many hurdles in life, like everybody else,  and I will elaborate on those hurdles later in my narrative ,  but some life-changing incidents redefined me in  ways I never thought possible, especially as a woman.   I have blurred recollection of me growin g up in Kathmandu, my supposed  homeland, but what is vivid in  those scant blurred memories is  the influential positivism our father instilled in us.  They remain vivid and valid because I did not let his words of wisdom fade even after  all these years  since  his untimely and unexpected demise when my twin and I were just six years old.   Maybe  I remember dad’ s words distinctly because  we were meant to remember whatever  he said to us during his short time  spent with us,